back in the world.

2007-03-13T15:29:00.000+08:00

EFG. haha.

I sit here, stare at the pc, surf the web(i'm doing researches, yeah), scribble notes onto my organizer. This is my job.
May seem weird, as i wait for 6pm to come, im sort of enjoying my work and looking forward to working everyday.

haha, acting busy is a crucial work.

today is tuesday, guess what,
GELARE (: (: (:

2007-03-10T00:31:00.000+08:00

on an ordinary thursday night...

my boy, hashbrown. (:(:(:

to think i still was a little unhappy over the minor affair,
till i realised what u did was a part of the surprise.
thank you daddy, it was really swt.
love it!

<3

2007-02-28T01:49:00.000+08:00

things to update:

- Results are gg to be out this friday, my legs are shaky now.
- Protege was seriously a much better show than i had expected.
- I got a superbly pretty bookmark with great meanings! (:
- I've left my company yet agn, so now i'm officially out of job, again.
- I'm currently very satisfied with my new phone! hello world, contact me now!

(:(:(:(:(:

2007-02-05T05:09:00.000+08:00

i'm finally back. too many things happened altogether within the mth, be it good or bad, they've become a phase of my life (:

who would make me believe that fate brings people together,
who would write me small notes to tell me how much i mean to him,
who would bring me warm hot choc. from coffee bean to my workplace just to make me smile,
who would wait for me under my void deck everytime we met up,
who would wait outside my workplace for six hours just to send me home,
who would buy me a rose even when there's no special occasion,
who would step into the new 2007 with me when i was left with no plans,
who would fetch me to the alfresco place where the ambience was superbly nice,
who would bring me all the way to clarke quay just because i wanted to see fireworks,
who would bring me to the esplanade for the perfect start,
who would piggy back me when i was lazy to walk down the stairs,
who would have such good sense of direction to complement my lousy one,
who would laugh at my alvin-level jokes,
who would buy me blister plasters and gel cox my feet were so injury prone,
who would bring me to ben and jerrys, swensens just becox i said ice cream makes people happy,
who would enjoy every bit of ice cream that i fed him with,
who would fill my life up with all the surprises,
who would let the lazy me take cab all i wanted,
who would stay up and make others stay up just to play mahjong with me,
who would help me drink the liquor and still hold it so well,
who would be so eager yet nervous when it comes to meeting my parents,
who would walk home everyday from my place after sending me home,
who would bring me to work and wait for me to have break together and finally send me home,
who would let me hold his arm and feel the security,
who would hold my hand the way i like it,
who would give me the warmest hug in the freezing cold days,
who would rush home to get sweater and towel for me just because i said i was feeling damn cold at my workplace,
who would share an umbrella with me, let his shoulder be in the rain and make sure i was dry,
who would remember every little thing that i told him,
who would listen to whatever i told him and never said no to me,
who would let me fall asleep in his arms,
who would let me style his hair for him,
who would always call me the "shua..shua.. shua.",
who would speak mandarin to make me laugh,
who would give up so many things because of me,
who would always come up with perfect plans for our dates,
who would say,"aiyo.." so cutely whenever i made fun of him,
who would appear in collar shirt because i said guys look best in them,
who would bring me to the nicest places to chill out,
who would always change our drinks for the meals to ice lemon tea,
who would check out my blog every now and then to see if i've updated,
who would remember my favorite subway bread and my "no onion, more olives",
who would give me a call everynight to make sure i'm not feeling lonely at home,
who would play crossword with me and 'purposely' lose to me everytime,
who would rush down to meet me after school to bring me home after knowing i had chicken pox,
who would let me believe he meant it when he said," i'd always be here for you."
who would make me feel that, this time it's different, so different from the past,
who would buy groceries back to my home, make me the best salad and porridge when i'm sick,
who would get angry and ask me for 10 reasons why he couldnt come and see me for 2wks when i was down with it,
who would always give me the happiest smile when we met,
who would wait for me when i was late for more than an hour,
who would appear at my doorstep five mins after he heard me crying over the phone,
who would say, "baby.. my love for you is not skin deep.."
when i was covered with red spots...
who would give me the promise, and stay by my side when i needed him the most,
who would wake up early in the morning just to have breakfast with me when i had to work,
who would send me to work and yet tolerate my ugly temper,
who would be worried whether i had taken my meals,
who would always remind me to tap the card,
who would call me every night to listen to my incessant whining from work,
who would make the best pancake meal and bring to TCS just to make sure i eat my lunch,
who would buy me fav unatama don to surprise me at work,
who would have the craziest walk with me to my home (:
who would watch a foreign language film with me when we both had lousy eyesight tt day,
who would bring me to nydc for destiny's child, haha,
who would introduce me to the special places to indulge,
who would bring lychee martini to TCS for me,
who would cheer me up even when he had a worst day too,
who would make me the prettiest card filled with precious words,
who would share midnight cookies and macadamia nuts with me,
who would wait for me to finish my endless work,
who would bring me back to where we started after the first month of sweetest memories,
who would do the most romantic things to touch my heart, and make the actions operate so much louder than words.

who else, would let me have so, so, so many reasons to love him more..

but Melvyn Lee Wei Liang.

thank you for loving me,
even if there are to be any changes anytime in the future,
i'll only remember that,
you made me your baby.

Happy mth old, darling.

2007-01-26T23:46:00.000+08:00

i miss having a soa! ):

work hard!

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2007-01-22T23:59:00.000+08:00

father: ah girl, do you want money?
me: yay... ok!
father: come, i give you 2 dollars.

my father probably thought that he was very funny.

anyway! i love jennifer ok!.. she came and accompany me and stayed over ytd and we had whole lot of fun playing... errrr. that. haha. 3rounds in 3 hrs. whaos. i won her twice ok! i suddenly feel that we are people of strategies now. whahahaha. (:
great time talking to her, gossiping about everything and laughing at the stupidest jokes.
yay. i love you! (:

and today, the exciting jklm met up. hurhurhur. (:
ralph lauren socks curled her hair.. and everyone was updating each other with their lives.. i dunno why but i just felt that it was so much fun we had simply by just chit chating non stop! haha.
attention to carol mixue sarah.. thurs is dinner date, all to attend! (:

and the daddy made me feel touched today agn.. (:
i think anyone can see that i'm in a super good mood now (: because i went out today!

2007-01-21T21:09:00.000+08:00

i've decided that since i'm like the most zobo person on earth now, i want to post the old pics.
haha, let's backtrack11days to Kaizi's birthday!

on 10thjan....

the steamboat. (:

bocks socks and me.

and i started to randomly taking pictures of the people, mostly aiming at Kaizi.. but later did i realise that Carol appeared in most of the pictures instead!

prepare prepare prepare... and ahmu's mum extreme left. haha.

haha. michelle's always ready for the cam. (:

me and sarah's new haircut. haha. i want to cut hair too. ):

now EAT!

HI!

then came the little surprise..

the megawatt flash from Carol's camera, we took this when the lights were off!

tadah, with my chapalang camera phone, the cake is just a patch of light.

eh the cake was super nice ok.

that's all that i have! for Kelly's big 19.. love you. (:

oh yeah.. and i found this as well... (:(:

and even older.. i realised i've yet to publish the 2006 prom pics.. so, here. (:

on Ah Mu's birthday...

the birthday girl. (:

beloved too.

weijie.

steph.

jevan.

junming.

chanel.

xiu jun.

why act so fierce..

sinyee and xuelin.

ah bean.

mr hing.

xmas xmas. (:

my partner!

darren.

outside attica.

me, melvin, socks.

the JKLM.

2007-01-20T23:59:00.000+08:00

today,
i stared at the teevee for 6hours.

this was the kind of life i dreamt about whole day long when i was preparing for my Alevels.
just to SLACK arnd and dont care about anything else. haha, but somehow, even the simplest life becomes tiring.. now i just cant wait to get out of the hse, go out with my socksmukaimichcarolsarahjenyilingcaixiansephhuili and the sweet.
i miss them badly. ):

today,
the daddy's swt caring nature brought him over with a bag filled with DVDs, magazines, his childhood pictures, and the most heart warming homemade daddy's porridge.. despite his partially aching muscles and the headache that worries me most.
all the little thoughts and effort never failed to bring the smile across my face.
even my mum was pretty pleased with him. haha. (:

so...

the daddy. (:(:(:

2007-01-19T03:09:00.000+08:00

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

i'm getting too bored at home.

it feels like crap right now i'm serious, i dont like the bumps bumps.

at least i should be thankful i didnt have this during my A's.. when i had some contract with any company.. after i've signed up for any classes i've been wanting to take up.. or during some festivals and special events.

besides, i have the most caring people around me. you know who you are.
sweet, everything that you did, touched me more than you thought it had.

so i count myself lucky alright? (;

2007-01-14T04:08:00.000+08:00

2007-01-06T04:09:00.000+08:00

on the 12th day of xmas my true love sent to me,

the perfect evening that i'll never forget,
the truest man of a heartfelt promise,
the love itself that makes my life complete.
:)

2007-01-01T18:32:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!
pull your ear! (:

2006-12-31T16:39:00.000+08:00

me and Socks were like some hard core mahjongers. from 4pm to 6am.
i only properly learnt about it ytd lar. haha.

was quite troublesome at first trying to get the people and we kept changing venue.
and when i called ah mu to ask if she wanted to play...

me: hello, where're you?!
mu: huh?.. me uh.. me eh.. where am i.. OH! i'm on the bed.
me: ..... orh.

the aftermath of dxo eh. sudden clubber, without telling us anything!

we didnt like pre-plan this but surprisingly ended up playing with quite alot of people.

woke up and went over to Socks hse with Alvin and Clam. yea and just as Kai said, Clam's head shape not so bad ah huh so didnt look v bad without hair too. damn funny lar, thought Socks would have vomitted blood playing with 3 noobs. there was once when all of us stacked up the tiles properly and Clam was like wondering how come got a single unpair tile... den we realised alvin left the 3 tiles that he opened earlier on at one corner.

den Jevan came over to return Socks umbrella and bought us food. haha. thankew! after eating Bean and Clam left lar so we played 3 people Mahjong. yea Jevan wanted to kill me when i asked why Qing Yi Se not every thing Qing Se. after the long whining from socks of " Jevan.. jiao wo qu leh" and Jevan's patient replies of " dou jiao ni qu liao".. Jevan left for party @ St. James powerstation. Socks and i then waited for Carol's mum to fetch us to my hse.
i finally o2Jammed and constantly got F la k.. until i sudd got a C i was very happy ok!
i think i'm improving. (:

so Socks and Carol came over and had our ladies talk while mahjonging.. haha.
we played until Carol decides to not go out with Yumin and Kiato. instead, she invited them over to my hse to play.

HAHA. so i was like damn lousy and kept losing until i declared bankrupt and they became lazy to count the chips. Yumin was a really funny person tt kept making me and Socks laugh over everything commented. Kiato like some total pro lar can.. and kept wanting to wake Carol up cox she went to slp on my bed right after they ate. everything ended well at arnd 6 when we were half of us were dreaming already.

so today it's New Year Eve (:
cant believe a year came and past agn.
still remember last year how we had our impromptu party outside taka.

okay okay! i just had the last post of the year (:
Happy New Year! may god bless.

2006-12-29T17:49:00.000+08:00

i think i'm probably nuts.
cos i miss working. i miss the music.
i miss the people. i miss getting tempted to quit at arnd 3-4pm at work.
i miss running up and down the stairs. i miss standing for 12hrs st8.
i even miss the irritating points system. i miss feeling so satisfied after the first tickets i've gotten.
i miss the knowledge i get from the people arnd me even during this short period of 2wks.
i miss karen.

"silly girl, what do you want in life? it's all got to be up to yourself. if this is your level of tolerance, you'll just keep stopping here, even in any other fields." --- herry, complied high society, my boss.
i can never forget what i was told.

haha, i promised him tt i would tell all that i know how good our in hse albums are.. which they really assure pleasure to the ears and soul. each time i recommended one to the customer, i wasnt just bull shiting, the albums showed me to a new world of music.

SO WHAT DO I WANT?
i thought i only wanted a job, to settle my daily expenses, to kill the time which i would probably be wasting by staring at a teevee or better, stoning. now it feels empty even when i have other things to do. wah lao, i'm like some emo-ed freak over here. ahhhh.

anyway, ytd went to Vivo with Alvin Melvyn and Socks to watch Night At The Museum. k la. i thought it wasnt so boring as beans said. more of like an outrageous comedy. but i should say i've still enjoyed myself. had many surprises that brightened up the day. haha. Xmas itself was a gift from above. but there are still many things that i think will take time to show. (:

ogays ogays, im gg off to meet my girls for dinner.. beaneh said he was not free. &@%*#*! haha.

2006-12-24T03:09:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS to ALL!

blissed and blessed may everyone be,
gone are all woes and worries.
here's a splendid song,
enjoy the peacefulness within.
:)

love,
jas.

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2006-12-20T01:19:00.000+08:00

HI!

i've finally been slogging my life away.

the very cool xmas bazaar job is already the past for those who still are unaware of it. and because i only worked for 2 pathetic days, i dont really have the cheek to ask for the pay from my boss, so i'm still broke.

i think the boss of my current job earns too much. pls buy more cds from HMV, sembawang etc. and the place is so complicated and stressful, i may just stick to the job for the rest of my life. u know, i love stress. and my pay wont reach my hands before next year, so i'm still broke.

despite the horrifying amt of money i've left with myself.. i still want to catch Night at the museum! so u! who've promised to watch it with me.. i didnt forget! (:

one more thing.. michelle! i think i'm having the same prob as u already! that is...!
my MSN is not working. irritating ok.

finally, xmas is coming.. "it's the season to be jolly, lalalalala.. lala lala.."

i'm missing quite a lot of people already.
musockskaimichcaibeanclamsarahmelvinxianyilingsephhuilidajie and even YANG GUANG!
jen is out of the list. cos i'm like seeing her almost everyday! haha.

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this is part of my job.

i'm working afternoon shift tmr.
peace out.

2006-12-09T07:40:00.000+08:00

we thonned at vivo the first time we went there.

we were amazing.

2006-12-07T23:49:00.000+08:00

impromptu meeting with jen today! like finally.. and it's never quiet with her around! lots of laugh we had over the very very very beautifully done painting we did at pp.. ha. lazy to upload. but yea, very beautiful. HAHA.

hmm. PROM was like.. okay. not really tt fantastic.. maybe because i slept at 3am and woke up at 6 in the morning to catch the 9am flight from taipei back to singapore on the prom day itself.. and the plane food was so sucky.. i literally puked out whatever i ate twice. ok, actually it was mostly cox of the airsickness. and after arriving sg at arnd 2plus, rushed home to pack my stuffs and cab down to meet socks and kai at the hotel for makeup... u see, i was damn tired!

and at prom.. food was also mediocre, programmes were merely enteretaining.. afterall was just yet another fun photo taking event. give me back my 90 over bucks!!(ahh, what's the price again?)

still.. the cool part was seeing everyone looking their best and capturing the picture perfect moments before all of us can gather again some time in march. alright, maybe it wasnt so bad afterall.. i kind of enjoyed myself over there. besides, they performed the song i loved a lot. and only the people i loved knew which song i'm talking about. haha.

i must say that i saw quite a few pretty girls that i never really noticed before.. but still, i think my girls were the best looking! ;) musockssarahsexykellehmichjoycelouelle!
and seeing the mj boys, becoming men. haha. i always liked guys to be in shirts and blazers.. in fact, some were looking exceptionally smart and really charming.

yea, photos soon soon huh... see ya then.

i felt a tug on my heart-strings when i saw u holding another.
i shldnt be feeling anything like this, i'll forget about it, tonight.

2006-12-06T23:51:00.000+08:00

i was at home, in the room, parents in theirs.. then...
hp went...
ringing..... ringing..

me: hello?
mum: oh sorry called wrongly.. aiya then u come and help me off the tv lar. and i want orange juice.
me: HUH!

what's the matter with my family.

2006-11-23T23:26:00.000+08:00

i finally stayed home for a day and got my room clean and tidy. with Kgs of worksheet thrown into the recycle bin and layers of dust wiped off my window.. now my room feels very fresh and it's finally looking like a girl's room.

did some sorting out of pictures from the comp too.. may post an entry on the past pics that i'd nv published. haha, some un-glam ones but there are many pretty ones too!

flying off tmr already.. tho im only gg for a week plus..
i bet i'll definitly miss a whole lot of people.. so....

to JCurvchoff LeMakovnikov
: take lots of care people.. i'll miss you great loads! and i know that the next time i see you all.. all of you will look ravishing! :D

to Lauren and Kirchoff
: may you both get the ideal tempt job before prom! and get the perfect dresses too!

and Makovnikov
: enjoy your taka job! (: will see you soon! miss you!

to JJL
: sorry for ps-ing the other day! hope u all are earning big bucks now already and meet up soon aftr i'm back! love you all still!

to Cai
: i willl miss you alot sis.. take care of yourself pls.. and ignore your boy if possible.. haha, sorry. i just think that he's too much.

to Velvet & Honey
: for whatever reason u chose not to reply me agn.. still i'll miss you too. have fun at Ko samui, take care.

to Ah Pin
: A's finally over for you! but i cant meet up with u still.. perhaps can see you the day i'm back too! (: it's freedom now! enjoy~

to the rest.. see you soon!

sniff.. farewell farewell!

2006-11-22T23:09:00.000+08:00

as i read through the past entries.. tho not many of them, but memories of the 2 years still ran through my mind. the cliched phrase, time flies.. the happy times, funny times, emo times was all worthy because of the friends and loved ones i have. again, i feel blessed (:

still remember.. BeYourself day

and the Kbox outing..

then was shannon's birthday..

when ritchie left us..

the party times..

18years after kelly was born..

cNy..

sock's birthday..

and even on some random days...

when we study......

and other times..

celebrating mine and alvin's...

it's not over yet! we still have the prom! (:

2006-11-21T22:46:00.000+08:00

daddy: mei nu!
me: yea?!!!!!!!
daddy: calling u meh? i'm calling your mum.
me: ...

2006-11-20T23:59:00.000+08:00

hello world. i just realised sth that made me scream at ah mu over the msn. ha, 24th is a friday.. so i'm not leaving on wed, but fri. okay, this is crazy.

anyway, the other day.

2006-11-18T00:31:00.000+08:00

i think i'm on a perpetual lazy mode. my room is still in a mess, everything's still so disorganised. and i'm flying out of spore in 4 days time. so more dust will just fall onto my bed, ground, notes which are still happily sitting around. and i'm damn flicker because theres a high chance of me changing the blogadd again. haha, im so sorry.

2006-11-16T03:49:00.000+08:00

I seriously think that im such a bum. cox i have actually only written less than 50entries in the entire yr.. J2s are busy pple okay, now that im a semi J3, more will come alright .

oh yea, for a humble introduction to the new blog, i've done a new skin with this big ass picture of myself. what.. i think its damn cool ok.

Had the last physics paper in my entire life, big time screwed it was, (totally agreed with alvin's analysis), but i dont really care about it anymore. like i had repeatedly said this to many, and myself since then, "It's over, my dear."

so after that, went to MS, and was a pseudo post Alvels shopping with socks!(shopping for XXXX's present too!) oops.

balloons, right?

seriously, after ten weeks of feeling only books and notes, the clothes-food-mall-people-pictures-money-life combination becomes really exciting. like omg, totally fab okay,havent been so stress-free for such long time! from the stupid jokes to ball guessing games, painful feet to comfy heels, i enjoyed every single bit of the day!

end of the day of shopping after the phys paper 8 in the morning, was dragging my freaking tired self home already, while Socks went to meet Amos.

Oh yea, on our way back there was this funneh uncle WATCHING s.h.e MTV on a portable dvd player, volume on full blast, singing along and smiling lasciviously at the screen. whao. socks and i were pretty grossed out.
before i forget, there's actually still a chem paper 1 on friday. to everyone, all the best and may it be a perfect closure.

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2006-11-04T00:54:00.000+08:00

first paper is over, bye GP, now and forever.. and it feels like A levels is over... very wrong.

anyway.. "think of a number between 1 to 12, isit 3?" i suddenly find this very funny.. haha, okay, innovative people these days.

p/s. i realised the time record for my blog is seriously screwed up, and pretty distracting.. yet i dont really bother to go and change.. ohwell, public, pls ignore.

2006-10-13T23:46:00.000+08:00

2006-09-25T22:43:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. realised tt jen and yiling both wrote a lil about our celebration and stuffs.. how can i miss out on it. so i shall say...
i will always love yiling and jennifer! muacks (:

2006-09-23T02:36:00.000+08:00

A DAY OF TANNING. unbelievable.

us finally, !great! v tired now... so.. today...
rise, tampines, harbourfront, sentosa, palawan beach, sun, sand, cool water, wind, dark cloud, sun, hot sand, CABs, scandalous couple, fatty&oil, music, waffles, cream cheese cupcakes, bkns, hot, people, comics, laughs, watch qi gong, count tattoos, swimming, floating, drowning, cameras, shades, cap, nice bath, burnt, lobsters, wrong bus, laughs, subway, turkeymlt, sarah's, glasshouse, super nice rooms, save the last dance, dinner, chat chat, chat, chat!, mind boggling puzzle, ms world, super swt16, dying selves, long15, hotelshow, sleep.
baking, anybody?

nicely done by sarah!

2006-09-21T11:49:00.000+08:00

it's corny.. that when u come across a song, other memories rush through your mind. i think it's just jay chou larrr, all of the same genre.. and reminds me of last year, the period of time after promos.. our PW grp, our beach prties, when we were like extremely hyper.. good close feeling.. and all the nv ending fun. just a lil pity.. now that it's, pretty different.

evil, the story in the MV.

PRELIMS PRELIMS.

2006-09-20T23:27:00.000+08:00

now, it's over. YAAAY.

hmm, just had our v last paper, chem P1, and it marked the end of this awful muggerstry.. ohya! kai-zi should permernantly change to contacts! ha, ok random. yeah, i'm totally enjoying everybit of this notes-free feeling. not as though results will turn out splendid, but i seriously think that this should be one well deserved break for all of us, i cant wait for friday too! <3

yay.. i like the tm banmian stall, yums. and qiao-ly we saw ahmu and valr, almost didnt recognise her.. but still looking good lar. haha, yea den socks came over to... watch teevee! sounds funneh right, but we had a great time ok! haha, criticizing characters and laughing and them. oops. anw just love post exams time lar! and.. tmr's shoppers' day :) :) :)

ah, i realised the timing for all my posts are like kinda screwed. heck, thanks.

2006-09-15T20:54:00.000+08:00

heyyo pple, we've just survived through the worst day of prelims! how nice.
ha, having papers of chem and phys all in a day was so taxing.. drained my energy away and tt explained e multiple no. of meals i had.. boohoo. aye, but studying burns more fats than anything else lar right, yes. and may i comment, physics papers were like sooooo, zucky. to think of it, ytd we were all still complaining about maths 1 and now that we've seen the worse, maths was actually not so bad huh! (: okok, way to go way to go, some one and a half subject left for next wk... bless stats and fluids, mug on.

eh! and i found this sweet thing on sephine's blog!

"it's really nice/comforting to know that i got a cousin of the same age. and even better! to know that we are on really close terms thus being able to study/play/go-crazy tog! no competition, no guard, no backstabbing and so.. but abundance of love/concern/motivation/naggings! haha! iloveyou JASMINE GOH! :))) we wasted so many years being apart and neglecting the benefits of having one another! im truly blessed =D "

and words from me, i never felt like an only child with you around! hee.
yay... cousins rock. haha! (:

2006-09-04T23:31:00.000+08:00

my room is in a mess, and i cant wait to throw notes away, tear them, burn them, eat them..
shut up jasmine, go to sleep now.

GP Prelims' over eh! yay.

2006-08-20T22:30:00.000+08:00

RETEST AT 8, STUDY BENCHES.

nonsense.
karma for ponning friday's test...
i hate this close to 100pages, energy draining Biochemistry.

life sucks.

2006-07-11T22:07:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. post mortem is pretty energy draining.. i strongly oppose the concept of having double periods of chem after double periods of GP... i swear it was like hell and all of us were half or fully dead by first half of chem.. lucky it was a combined tut for chem with jen's class and we were talking half the time while they went through P1and2.

me: wey want to go zoo or not.. tt time socks went with amos like so fun!
jen: aiyer~ dont want lar.
me: har.. like so long nv go already.. the last time i went was like 5yrs ago lar!
jen: orh actually i dont mind ah... how much is it ar?
me: eh socks! how much is the zoo entrance fee ar?
socks: erm... around 15plus..
jen: huh! so ex one meh! i thought 80cents only!
me: ...

pardon her.. she's from Generation B. tsktsk.

have gotten back most of the papers already.. and so poorly done lar i shant comment. anw mid year is for us to fail one right? haha, pls say yes cox it does make me feel better. and ytd i received a pretty nice msg to cheer me up.. sometimes i just felt like you were the one that could really make me smile. so ms J, be driven and buck up soon ok...? alright.

yay... ah Mu's the genius who has found the song i so love... thankew! :)

Artist: Bic Runga
Song: Sway

Don't stray, don't ever go away
I should be much too smart for this
You know it gets the better of me

Sometimes, when you and I collide
I fall into an ocean of you, pull me out in time
Don't let me drown, let me down
I say it's all because of you

And here I go, losing my control
I'm practicing your name so I can say it to your face
It doesn't seem right, to look you in the eye
Let all the things you mean to me
Come tumbling out my mouth
Indeed it's time to tell you why
I say it's infinitely true

Say you'll stay, don't come and go
Like you do
Sway my way, yeah I need to know
All about you

And there's no cure, and no way to be sure
Why everything's turned inside out
Instilling so much doubt
It makes me so tired - I feel so uninspired
My head is battling with my heart
My logic has been torn apart
And now it all turns sour
Come sweeten every afternoon.

actually it's the OST for bbm, yeah Brokebaack. haha, though gay, it is an oscar winning movie.. yay, shall upload the OST clip soon. aye, tmr's yet another dreary school day for us... but it's the big big day for the canoeists.. go michelle! :) haha. qwerty!

2006-07-10T19:46:00.000+08:00

HELLO! we finally raised enough funds and got the jersey! yay, collected by clam then and jun.. thankew! haha, post exams days are best of all man, heh. so i present to you, my pretty jersey! and comes with it, july 9th 2006 :)

Jas and Jen.

our k session after Phys P3.. one of our most high! k-ing.. yea, it was so high! that i had to add ! after every high.. haha, ok lame. yupp, a post exam celebration cum ms J's bdae celebration.. ha, it was a sweet treat from the girls.. thankew thankew! muacks! :)

us in very boring school uniform.. yet gg K was sure one of our fav pastimes.. haha, still rem there was once during the june hols when we were supposed to study at paya but ended up going Kbox from 3-8pm.. aiyo, tsktsk, tt explained our koyak results. okok, maybe not for yillng.. extremely smart girl got top20 for chem! omg, im sure gg to steal some chem brains from her!
went for a nice shopping with yiling after our K session that day.. then did we realised that it was sort of our first shoppping in the 6 years.. woohs.

aye, supposed to meet seph and huili the other day.. but i got PS-ed!.. and so happeneed that kai got ps-ed too.. haha, ooops, might be my lousy luck passing around.. so socks kai mu and i went to shop at MS.. like very had not been to proper SHOPPING for sososososossoso long.. so we were like trying every possible piece of cloth.. lol. and all of us got ourselves quite some tops and bottoms. just as we were Zara-ing.. i suddenly had a very bad headache again.. it's getting pretty frequent.. maybe it's high time to see a doctor. and we saw Mr ad Mrs ALT at the MS foodcourt.. haha, yea, its Aaron Luke Tan.. haha, cute man. like so honestly sitting there, aye, but was waiting for his wife to buy the food, tsktsk. GUY. but anw, Mrs Tan wasnt very friendly though.

Then came the saturday.. went out with jen, even though it was her sis's birthday.. haha, so fun SHOPPING! yet again.. and i realised whenever i was with jen.. i got stared by pple who probably thought tt i was a siaokia. tsktsk, talking about poise. ha, no not my fault!.. she kept coming up with super funny comments and i just couldnt stop laughing most of the time..

we can look normal too.

thanks jen.. for making the last day of my 17 such a beautiful and enjoyable one.. you're really loved!
after that i went home to nap before watching the 3rd place match. i'm dman sad already, it's all scweinsteiger's fault! dont know how to spell his name but i dont bother... though i know someone might be feeling very happy.. ahhhhh... i'm angry!

and finally, i woke up at 12pm on sunday. tadah!.. and got all the sweet msges from the loved ones... and even some unexpected ones.. but they are really nice :) so i went down to meet cihang.. after like some half year since we last met up.. and this woman..... she was ultra late lar!
but she came and gave me such a warm hug.. and so melted all the anger. anw, catching up was great great great.. like sharing emo stuffs with her and i just love our very sisterly talks. haha.

Rushed down to town to meet the gang after parting with chua.. aye, i'm misssing her already.

okok, sorry to them who have reached like one hour before me and carol got there..

tadah! wheeeeeelock, i'm running towards you.

they are the pple i'm talking about...!

my very very very very yummy new york fish and chips... trust me, it's really very yummy! ok enuff.
the service there was kinda bad though.. ok, though we were pretty demanding for all the sauces and stuffs.. but they kept us waiting for so long and we had to go and ask from them personally for quite few times. haha, shall let the pictures do the talking for now..

hi, i'm 2 metres high.

socks, mu and kai.

Kai-zi, Socks and I.

come, cheers! me and Then got their Passionate drink.. however it didnt look quite passionating right... and tasted pretty much like lime.. but was still not bad lar. much better den clam's real mango which also tasted like lime, but of worse quality. haha.

ah jun and i.

Carol, me and Lao Mu.

for me and Then. awwwwww, so sweeet... :)

cake, we're eating you!

ohhh, have a bite.

yea... tiramisu tasted so fine!

uhhh, oh no, we promised Then to not push his head down!

boohoo, poor boy. i was very clean though! (:

haha! what were we doing!

and aiya, finally..

clam insatiably eating all the cake... gosh, and he didnt choke!

a Happy Birthday to us!

i was taking picture of the remains.
still, we were left with one huge piece... where's clam?!

us girls... muacks to the most fun-loving gang!..

u'll believe when i say i had the best looking pple with me ytd.. everone was lookin so fine! :) and finally a BIG thankyou to everyone.. for the careful planning of everything and the surprises.. had so much fun.. it was an unforgettable 18th birthday.. may i declare my love for you pple here.. I LOVE YOU do u hear!! haha! hugs. (:

2006-07-06T22:14:00.000+08:00

hello, i'm rather slow.. but yea, mid years are finally over! haha. after Physics paper3 on Wed was the yet another super last min K session! yay... we were really incredibly high! and i love them so.. (: heh, shall blog bout it when i upload the pics next time.

so all of us woke up this morning to watch PortugalVsFrance.. i believed in ah Kai's theory that when we supported the team they would lose, aye, so i was quite worried that if i openly supported Portugal they wouldnt make it through (based on very own flimsy idea). and becaused i only had 3 pathetic hours of sleep, the very tired me was like watching with one eye half closed and secretly supporting Portugal.. and hoping that they would be able to catch up. cristiano tried so hard! and so did everyone.. in the end, still, the scores were so undesirable. i dont like France.

ok, today carol was sending pics to her phone and i suddenly remembered that i promised to feature this couple the other time! so here they are, proudly presents, dear Carol and Royce! haha.

hmm, i didnt know what they were doing, but i supposed there was a theme to this pic.

we did not study so much, they didnt study. haha, and congrats, carol did well for physics!

see, told u they were unstoppable! i think this is cute though.

ah, and finally, a decent one.

ms lai was really unfeeling to ask make us go back sch just the next day after our last paper, and when pple had to wake up in the mid of the night to catch important match! my poor eye rings they were especially outlined. eee, i hate mosquitoes. i woke up from a peaceful sleep a few nights ago and realised this ugly mark on my neck. and thanks, ah Kai freaked me out by saying tt i might have been bitten by a mosquitoe les. wth!
and i went to school today, i got comments like "eh you got a hickey!" and "wah.. your bf's mouth very small ar!" diao. world, dont get the wrong idea.. and i really want it to go away!

hmmm, this is the last term of the year before our study leave.. and here's the time table!

trust me ok, life's not as colourful as it seems. so u think i've got 2 early days and it's damn lucky already right... ya, at least i thought so, but fattest hope it was lar. wed: maths 235 followed by phys.. fri: chem 235. ahhhhh, may jc life end soon pls. alright, actually sometimes, school wasnt exactly the worse place to be at lar, at least with these pple arnd! (:

Then and I. look, i hate the mark ok!

me and a very happy mixue! haha.

me and yiling, omgomg, just realised i've known her for 6 good yrs already!

tadah! a familiar face yet? haha, it's Carol and I.

i'm so lazy to look for other pics already.. but of course the rest, you know you're even better reasons for me to drag my pathetic self to school 5 days a sinful week (:
tmr's the friday that i practically have 4 extremely free periods and one fairly free maths period. i'm going to wake up in the wee hrs for nothing. aye. go, jasmine! hmmm, i'm seeing cousins at night! yay!

2006-07-02T03:27:00.000+08:00

TKband: We Define Excellence.

aiseh. haha! so today, we went alll the way down to Kallang Stadium and guess what,
TKBand really got Best Display Band for the Fifth consecutive time! woohoo, kudos to you, Tk. (:
hmm, that video was the best that i could find from youtube.. and it was from the Aprilcomp06 though.. yay, look out for the batman, superman, xmen, darth vader, unicorn etc. formations!
aye, actually i secretly liked Deyi band today, and so did the rest of us, but still, the good thing was, they really deserved the Best Drum Major Award. and cheers again to Tk! (:

went to Old Airport road for dinner aft that.. oh boy the last time i went there was like after some O'vels's A/Emaths paper with yiling..*shrugs, all that i can remember was us discussing the answers there and very satisfied with their chee cheong funs. haha, and i had it again! (: funfun time talking about future.. jen, we'll buy Lego hse first and throw yiling's figurine away! yay! haha, k lar. yiling, u know i love you still. and thankew for sharing your very very healthy 'sub-yiling' with me! ha, we just so cant get enough of one another. (: and coincidentally we met dict and the gang there too, didnt see valr though, and valr! i gave money to Kai already! ha.

i'm so lazy to go into details today and so kinda tired after watching EngvsPort.. thrills, and i just felt that the goalkeepers were like really good. My 17CR boy looked pret-teh evil in the game, yet i just like him (: aye, poor England, and their additional bad record for the penalty shootouts. Robinson looked like a really nice guy though. anw, my conclusion of the day is i can never finish studying the entire ten chapers of stats for paper 2. save me, will you?

2006-07-01T12:49:00.000+08:00

yay, i just ta-bao-ed a heap of clothes from my wardrobe.. those that i dont really like anymore. and realised i was really such an impulsive buyer. tsktsk, oh yea, way to excitement! haha. (: *wink to socks.

and yiling just called to remind me that it's the JULY COMPETITION tmr! i'm so gg to down to Kallang Stadium to watch TKBand tmr! (:(:(: yay! and that's highness for now. wahaha.

2006-06-30T16:09:00.000+08:00

Mid year papers are so sucky, ah, but who loves exams anyway?

my first paper didnt bode well already, monday was the only day i had 2 subjects in a day.. slightly nervous but was still feeling excited to see the familiar faces.. so i was overall just a happy jasmine until i realised i didnt bring my calculator. damned.. who does chem and maths paper without calculator right.. so i asked Ms Wong if she could spare me a calculator and guess what she said?..

"No, it's your own responsibility what."

oh fine, i so wanted to give up already.. den ah Mu said ask Dr Rahman, and he told me to go back to my seat first, he would help me with that. awww, so nice right. the best part was, Dr Rahman got Ms Wong to go back to the staff rm and get for me. wahaha. could see she that she was the most unwilling, but still, at least she got me a working calculator. did i mention? chem paper3 itself was damn toxic, or maybe it was just me lar. all the concepts and answers just couldnt come to me, besides, half the time i was trying to figure out how to use a Sharp calculator, guess only Sarah knows how it feels man, like desparately trying to familiarise with something in that stressful state. and i just got frustrated.
after all, monday was the crappiest day lar.. hmmm, a pretty surprising thing happened though.

anyway everything swept passed like a bullet, finally had the last paper of the week. it was chem paper 1&2, and again, not in the least bit promising.. ha, yet as i was saying, really feeling numbed tohaving bad papers already, heck lar. and now it's the minor break before our last two papers.. yay, went to sub with the gang and it was the usual happy times! (:

then tadah! Socks and I were the old us once again, who says TMnCS shoppers are losers arh?! we had damn good time ok, anw it's like, the company that matters right? ha! maybe because we had not been shopping for a long, long, long, long... really long time. we were really excited lar! haha, yupp Socks! i wont forget the nice date that we're gg to have after the papers man! and of course, i want to hit the beach! (:

aye, was helping ah Sock to look for pictures.. and as i looked through them, i recollected the cute things and great times we had between these two years. aiyo, emotionally gagged again. haha, shall show some of them after the papers!

anw, tmr it's the Econs and papers for Arts.. jiayou ok, although maybe can smoke smoke.. Good Luck!

ha, it's like so coincidental, i have my best friend, cousin and Vin Then having their birthdays on the same day. .
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to all soon! (:

2006-06-23T17:09:00.000+08:00

beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep! to add some noise, heh.
ytd was the social night at Legends.. felt slightly awkward at times, but i must say that i was really well taken care off by the big brother (: and despite us being almost very late, things went pretty smoothly, weather was good, the music were nice, food tasted fine, videos were really entertaining, everyone looking their best and night was beautiful. haha, the wing best looked especially smart too! (: once again congrats.. i knew you would shine man! cheers. haha.

mm, bad things of the day usually happen in the late night, i was just studying away, and suddenly got slapped by bad headache.. aye, really so terrible that tears just flowed and i almost felt like dying.. must be the lack of sleep again. lucky mummy was the sweetest.

we hit the airport today again, i was early bird this time (:
things as usual, except the many rides of sky train here and there, haha, we were such fickle peeps... may somebody inject some physics genes into me pls. i need them so badly.
and the famous C&R came to join us! yes it's The Carol&Royce.. notice their names are already inseparable my dear, haha! yupp! so nice of Carol to bring us yummy apple strudel! *grin, tasty ones! thankew! (: uh, but unfortunately ah Mu strudelled the place, and herself with it.. not once, not twice, but threee lucky times! haha, i dont know if her fork was so cursed or what.. the first time she POOF-ed! 50cm radius around her got strudelled, C&R plus J got stunned, and we tried so hard not to laugh.. then followed by the 2nd and 3rd time, when we totally couldnt contain the laughter already lar! hahaha. Royce had a good snowing analogy though. oh yea, C&R were taking pictures with my phone unstoppably too, shall upload some evidence next time! then was supposedly gg to find Socks and Amos with Mu, but was really tired already.. hmm, dont know if they had their winnings already.. lucks dears!

aye, 4nice days to the mid years, panicky yet? haha, may effort be recognised and all the best to everyone! (:

2006-06-16T16:12:00.000+08:00

2006-06-14T05:29:00.000+08:00

Tk2j, now 2006.

yawns, just woke up. ah, as usual.
ytd was the first ever 2j gathering after we went into jc/poly. thinking back at the memories that we freshly created, it was the smiles and everything else that had made my day :)
went to find yiling and jen at singpost before meeting and caryn at cityhall, then the rest at marina bay.. yiling didnt want to go at frist but still went with me after much persuasion, yay. i love yiling, i shall take back my accusation of her being heartless and stubborn in my previous post. wahaha.
ok, so we were late, sorry again caryn! it was kinda strongly objected by cc to eat at marina bay but since we were sort of there already and so we just went ahead with it.

randomly taken. ha.

hmmm.. jeff left us afterawhile for his dad' birthday dinner, leaving behind a plate of yong tou fu and the thoroughly boiled brinjal. brinjal looked really gross! ha but i ate most of the ytf, yea that's because of my liking for ytf. the last time i went there was with the 3 during our sec4 time and we had fun playing with food. well, the food there wasnt particularly nice, in fact some complained quite abit about it.. caryn seriously regretted gg there.
ha i thought it was palable though. maybe i have a weird taste for food.
k lar, it's rather true that the service sucks, plates werent clean, place was dirty too. ha, but it's marina bay lar, i nv held high expectations for it. Besides, the catching up was great! (:

me, mel, yiling, caryn.

yay.. we were such great cooks! frying meat, throwing eggs in, killing prawns, boiling herbal soup and buttering the place.. ha, more of playing with the food again, guess i was the one who ate quite a fair bit. pray that my stomach can still work well!

just a small party here :)
(pss, yiling has a bad habit of not looking at the camera! heh.)

hmm, thought not alot of us went, in fact there was quite a lot of last min probs for few pple like jer ci js and xq.. we had a satisfying time to get around, and updating each other with our lives. most of us thought it would be pretty strange and awkward to meet up since our last gathering was like 2 years ago, but hmm, seems like the worries were redundant cox i actually felt comfortble talking to most of them, like not in the least bit foreign. :)

me and mel.

and guoquan did this. -_-

ailin me and valr.

alright, tay's phone rocked better.

everything was fine except for my terrible right elbow which was aching like crazy for since we started eating, like hello! i'm a left hander and i dont use my right hand more often than i sleep while i'm standing.. why the ache at such odd location. so now i know that it wasnt that funny to have a crispy ankle, i kinda have my crispy elbow now, it's seriously damn painful, and i think it's spreading to the rest of my right arm.

oh yah anyway, we were really amazed by the moon, it was like so huge that night!..

pardon my ugly handwriting, it was written using my right hand.
ok, so i do use my right hand. ugh.

that's me and ryn.

went the mel's hse to watch Jap vs Aus, oh and mahjong after our dinner.. it started off with lum cc me and ryn. ok, i shall i conclude that i'm the lousiest mahjong player there, like i nv won a game even with melly's mum's coaching. so i retired and went back to watch match while valr took over me. haha, even aunty said, " This girl(valr) can play better, jasmine cannot win ar." alamak, heartbroken!
courtesy of mel, i got the counterpain creme for my elbow and as i was painstakingly rubbing my elbow with it, guoquan and dict thought i had muscle ache because of the mahjong games. diao. anyway the cream worked pretty well then.
ha, her hse was still as cosy. wanted to stay over initally but aye, realised i didnt bring the stuffs like my contact lenses case.. so went back with the rest and shared cab home with valr. was quite abit of catching up in the cab and it really felt nice talking to valr once again. guess that was really the first time we could talk so naturally and carefreely after we left 2j.

afterall, that night, i felt like i was sec 2 once again. (:

2006-06-08T16:53:00.000+08:00

yay, i finally did my study plan.. and realised 75chaps, like, wha.
k, but i dont have to think about theory of Inc and Emp, BOP etc. anymore..
so i'm in no position to grumble. ha, MCP, i'm such a spokesperson for my cousin's store.

Mad-thematics, Che-mystery, Phy-sicks. tell me which one implies a good thing.

Revisited pp today.. hmm, guess today was the first trip there since i
left tk. alamak, and our supposedly ecp adventure became a kbox trip!
Yiling!.. be guilty ah! didnt want to join us even after asking you for
some 15mins over the phone.. urgh! totally stubborn you! ha, but
afterall we still had fun lar, i was quite busy with Leehom and
AlexFong while jen got gaga over the HerJunXiang guy.. k la, maybe he's
not that bad afterall. and i find the new Fuyun song by Angela damn nice.
mmm, maybe it's not really tt new afterall but the very suarh khoo me
only got to know of it because me and jen swopped mp3 the other time..
yay.. i love kbox! :) we almost wanted to k our lives away. ah ok, i
swear i will study hard for the next few days.
eew, i kind of feel sick when i think of kaya now, that's after i
recalled that i had kaya toast for breakfast, kaya waffles with others
for lunch and dinner. tadah~ kaya overdosed. and i am really becoming
sick!.. 3stagess to a
i-cant-be-bothered-to-do-anything-else-but-sleep-person : sore throat,
flu, fever. i'm in stage 2, help.
hmmm, oh i suddenly got
reminded of the kidney stone incident which happened quite few days
ago.. when Then told us tt he was going to the doctor because he had
kidney problem and that his kidneys were aching like hell. we got so
concerned all over until he started rubbing his belly and moaning in
pain. oei! and all of us laughed like crazy. emm, k lar, at least now
he knows that kidneys are not located at the belly. heh.i want to
try new things!.. i have no idea why the sudden urge, but just feel
like learning new things now. me and Kai were like talking about
learning new language.. we thought Jap was cool, but i feel like
learning French. and again, i want to travel!

2006-06-06T16:01:00.000+08:00

i like MS! it's a place which reminds me of the younger times when mum worked there and i ran all over the place with my cousins. such blissful days, without the slightest inkling of how life could become so sucky 10yrs after. eww, yea lar i'm so old. anw, haven been visiting MS pretty often these days. ha, yups i went there again with seph.. nothing much have changed and she's still blessed as always with her jarh-sonh.. heh. now all of a sudden i cant wait for Alvles to be over in some 180 days.. and we can all go overseas togetder. i want to travel!
hmmm, did i mention how coincidental things were today?.. i went into MS subway with seph and we sat behind a couple.. didnt bother to look at them until i realised that guy looked kind of like Amos. then the first thing i thought of was. huh! who's he with.. taking a closer look.. ha, it was none other then my dearest ah socks. hello Sockling! hmm, almost got heart attack. then thirty minutes later, Mu came walking into subway to buy her dinner with her friend.. and all 3 of us were stunned for like 1 min. what the! super qiao can. yeah next we were anticipating Kai with her siew mai, but aye, disappointed. and it was some "spot the ****** day" too.. i saw 2 of my different friend's ex bfs with their new gfs. sigh, dat's just how things work lar, though i know it's surely damn heartbreaking still. aye, may the grief part with you.
sometimes i just wonder, was i being over sensitive.. tt got very affected by what people say, especially when it was about things that i never expected to come from you.. as thoughi was such a hated person. i wanted to make things clear because i didnt want to have misunderstandings. but i just get disappointed when pple couldnt even care less. now reminiscencing the past, was i even a friend.. i dont even dare to think of the things you have said.. the memories between these two years, like they werent even real. i was such a fool, it's all that it seems to me. i didnt want to talk about how i felt to anyone, hoping that time would heal all wounds. yet just never thought of it to be such a long pain, and never had it been this terrible.. then i realised the encouragement i used to give were pointless, they didnt even work on myself. that's so much for calling you the injury prone, when i'm the one that got hurt the most easily. peace, please.

2006-06-04T19:03:00.000+08:00

backbackabck! i'm so glad tt its finally the long awaited holz. yea.. i know.. though it's some study break not exactly meant for everyone to throw their notes away.. but i just feel gd tt i dont haf to be restricted by the timetable. now it's just more and more outside studying.. jus like how airport became second school.. macs became second classroom.. expo became second home. and when coffeebean and starbucks really get to earn big bucks. hmm. ok, bless the study plans for MYEs.
yeap, fridae was fun.. went to make our 303 jersey with muikaisockssarahandmelvin after our 3 periods of lecture.. ha, funny us trying to get the best price from thr uncle and trying on the different sizes to help the class decide.. hope tt the product is worth our effort! :)
yay. ok, i dont why but i'm still very happy about it being the holidays now. hah, nvm. anyway.. badnews is i got my sore throat on the 3rd day of holz.. not exactly suffering in hellish pain but ya, really uncomfortable. aye.

2006-05-21T18:49:00.001+08:00

Again, blog was dead, ha, cox life was rougly the same the past few months. just that recovery does take time eh? wish me speedy for now. (:

didnt feel like going school on friday yet i didnt know why i went in the end. strange as always, yeah it's the war between the mind and the heart. hmm, we were just sitting along the step in front of the bball court and watching the people play volley during PE, before we realised how like almost every guy could actually whack the ball quite well huh. as in like.. most of the ones playing just touched the ball and it would fly off pretty nicely.
ha. rest of the day was just cheonging and cheonging.. and i really mean cheong ok! damn gan cheong too. heh. like how we rushed home at 1400 to bathe and meet up to catch Da Vinci Code at 1530 at MarinaSquare GV. yeah, impossibility but alamak, we got wings! like cool eh? ha. ya we did miss a little of the show.. arrived at the theatre when the Jacques Sauniere's body was being examined by Robert and Sophie came with discovery of the Fibonacci Seq. ha. a must watch for everyone la!
oh yeah and like how we cabbed down to Joie De Vivre II in a fluster.. saw valerie and serene! yay, big sisters.. :) and oh ya kelly didnt go and i think i miss her. haha. though she wasnt exactly the most popular and well-liked SL, she was the one that i had respcted the most during bandlife. hmmm. the mjband was nice.. evening was good and everyone was beautiful. haha. hard work recognised Socks and Mu! hugs! :)
we didnt go to 85 for supper with Carol and Royce after that.. but i went today! ha, it was like after some 5yrs since i last went there and woah, food still rocked.... ooh. went with jen and yiling after da intensive trainings for jen's 2.4.. haha. and i ran with my slippers! ha, rather some impromptu running la! yea, my feet are probably spoilt by now. blisters scream ouch. ha, the girls just brighten up my days lar.. love u all! yay.

ooh, anw.. just to inform, Charity just told me that the june camp has too many people.. so peeps, sorry ar. our class cant participate in it already :|

i just got this from seph.. yay, thankyou! :)

2006-05-05T15:09:00.000+08:00

breakwater. i think i miss it.

2006-04-23T14:49:00.001+08:00

oh...oh~oh~oh.. TK boleh.. Tk boleh..~ all the rest can go fly kite! oops?.. haha. tkband got Gold with Honours! omgoodness. beautiful. me and jen were like such damn blardee enthu band supportors la!.. ahnoneh pakukeh! :) the 8 mins of display has sure reflected a whole load of tough work and effort.. cool thing. rocked the kallang stadium. oh ya. and whatever happened to tk's students leaders? that few student councils today couldnt seem to lift the spirit up.. cheers were like so all over the place.. but afterall pple were rather high in their own ways.. and the bands were like woahs. ha, ok... not that i'm anyway better in rah-rah-ing the crowd.. but still, as qualified to be student leaders, we expected to see some leadership qualities right.. hmm.
ha, and saw many familiar faces.. rather lot of tk peeps went back to support.. excluding the alumni of cox. and oh ya.. some mj peeps too.
ohyea, to digress a little.. i suddenly feel like learning tkd or judo. ok.
back to topic.. there were other impressive bands around too.. and their performances were pretty impactful.. kinda made my hair stand, but again.. being hairless, i had nth much to lose. wahaha, ooops. familiar eh bean? ha, overall.. had all good memories back when as i watched the band played on. cool, tk cool. way to go. :)
on a lighter note.. i think that i'm kinda so into the sky now. erh. nonono.. not what u're thinking.. for those who may know a lil more. ha, but isnt it true that as we get so preoccupied nowadaes.. we often miss out the simplest yet beautiful things in our lives.. we so take things for granted and dont appreciate them as much as before. maybe that's the reason why we used to see rainbows pretty often when we were young.. but hardly get to see one these days.. we barely take time off that busy life to look up at the sky anymore.

the stadium's ceiling.

2006-04-14T17:09:00.000+08:00

whee. i'm back!
nothing really exciting these days but maybe i'm just chilled by the peace i'm enjoying right now.. once again, i feel blessed. :)
may things not start collapsing and pull me all back into that primeval chaos again. rock on.

2006-03-20T04:59:00.000+08:00

man, oh boy, oh girl, oh woman.. sheesh. one last day to block tests. how fast the time swept pass. yet so many chapters not even touched yet.. im fainting quite soon lar. and someone stop the renovation in that neighbour's hse pls.. so much for the drilling and hammering.. WHA THANKS. uh! gg airport later again.. but Sock's still slping, Moo at church and Kelly clarkson Goh's out with some mysterious friend again. ha tskiex.. meanwhile, i'm still messing with this damn comp. :| alryk duh, i'm ironically hardworking. ciao.

2006-03-12T19:09:00.000+08:00

it blossomed and withered.
beautiful.

2006-03-08T18:09:00.000+08:00

cruelty.
to the mind, to the psyche.
to the place, where we died.
maybe it's too late to realise that it hurts. i've more to voice, but i'll nv dare. too afraid to get deeper, too dark to see clearer. root out the rose, and the thorns prick. is that all worthwhile. is it really happier this way. if so, yet again, why am i still in pain.
how unwise, how senseless.

why do i still have to put up that false front, pretending that i never ached inside.
O brave soul, ain't it just a crying heart in disguise.

heartfelt. confession.

2006-03-04T13:09:00.000+08:00

i just recalled what sis said to me.. yet again, so much things that i've learnt from her. we should really value and cherish the people around us, they are what that make our lives so interactive.. so memorable, so worthwhile. i should feel blessed that i'm not alone. like almost always, decisions are tough to make, but once you've set ur mind on it, pls give yourself constant reminders that you are never going to doubt your choice. it might be confusing, ironic. it might take alot to overcome.. but once it's over, u would really get to see the clearer end. maybe she was right, it would only have been crystal if things were told.. and so much better to get over a concern that perhaps never meant to be one. now even the most vulnerable soul learns to be strong. rock on.

2006-02-19T17:21:00.001+08:00

i'm feeling particularly guilty, i know i shouldnt have thrown a tantrum just now. i guess i was just too tired and didnt know what got into my head. sorry.

2006-02-16T13:09:00.000+08:00

too much left unspoken.

2006-02-04T13:19:00.000+08:00

has been awhile, since i last woke up and saw these familiar faces in my house.. yup, my cousins and relatives came over last night for dinner and poof, my house turned into a gambling hut not long after.. imagine one table of mahjong, one table of daidee and another small ground area for blackjack.. all the way until sunrise. ha, hard core.

2006-02-01T14:08:00.000+08:00

Hello, GXFC! sorry, pretty late, but yea! get into this mood man peeps. in case u're not so used to the red fonts, bear with it pls, anw it's just once in a yr tt u get to paint everything u see red.. anw.. this new yr has been rather fine. ha, i met huili ytd in the lift when i was gg back home.. such happy coincidence. her bf's whoever's hse is just directly two storeys above mine la! dat's like so so random. so she came down to accompany me while her bf was gambling.. ha had prety nice time catching up with each other's life. :) yea. hmm. all of us except clam, the nerd, went to caroliner's hse to pai nian today.. cant believe tt clam actually stayed home to study. yet again, guilty, guilty. ohya, must thank mu and kai, for changing shoes with me.. ha, tt pair of killer heels totally aimed to disable me.. and luckily there were mu and kai with more tolerant feet than mine.. ha, thankew! woh, and carol's mum rocks entirely can! superb meal we had.. thx carol! :) and the golden retriever is seriously so huge tt u cant call it a dog anymore.. maybe u can even ride on it!. ha, dog year ah, so i guess it's rather auspicious to own a dog tt resembles one of the animals in the zoo. then was the usual shooting of ourselves.. yeah more and more photoshots. and damn i left my cam at home for both days of visitings can... blurness. hmm. and some told me tt my stitched pic on frndstr's evil.. sry, looks rather inauspicious on new yr day i know. ha so while waiting for shu and cousins to send me the more joyous pics.. here's one taken with my aged but happy samsungE800. :)

hmmm.. it's so freaking fast, cny holz's coming to an end.. whatever happened to my stack of hmwk, pls do not report to teachers. whoo, as i've told many, this cny is the most different from the past. things seem to have changed. i nv came home before twelve when i was younger, sounds wrong, but true. i nv not touched cards at my relatives' house.. and i nv lost weight during cny, no, i didnt go on a diet. strange, but for reasons i know. cool, still remember how i was always ecstatic about playing sparklers and bubbles with my neighbours and cousins at the playground after dinner.. and running arnd the hse just seemed to be the most thrilling thing to do. hmm, childhood memories lar. how can things ever be the same now? we lament, time flies, feelings fade. mm. my aunts were complaining tt they get older everyyr seeing we kids grow.. ha, typical, yet it's rather scary to put urself in their shoes. afterall, visitings have been pretty fine.. meet ups with pple that u barely get to see few times a yr are precious times.. pineapple tarts are still as heavenly.. collection is pretty good this yr too. ha and it's so fun to mess with the little ones arnd. :) perhaps these are just the real meanings of cny.. chill.

cNy.

2006-01-28T18:59:00.000+08:00

whee, sky's the limit to how much i love this festive season. hmmm, pretty dumb of me gg to sch tho i woke up at 9.. home spelled bored. and since i was supposed to meet mu aft sch anw, yea, might as well. so slowly took my time to go down tho.. saunter saunter saunter. rang mu to help me open the gate when i reached sch and thx to the few j1s who were trying to leave the sch, vp was standing at the side gate guarding. dumb. the ferst thing he saed when he saw me was," jasmine! u were supposed to see me this morning!" oh yea damn, i thot he would haf forgotten. plastered that smile across my face and pretended to listen to his scoldings.. pls, my mind was reaching for the pineapple tarts and bak kwahs alrdy. blabber blabber blabber, done. celebrations, hmm, pretty fine.. except for tt somebody who freaked me out.. gross, yet i was back to normal not long after the celebration ended. mm. then went to shop with kai,mu,sock,and jming.. rushed home and to bugis for more shoppings at cous's shop.. rather strange tt i kept seeing different mj peeps on my way there. sheesh, the places for french manicure were either fully booked or had longlong waiting lists. peevy. anw, happy thing of the day is, i'm getting my new phone pretty much sooner den expected! thankfully, there's still sth nice to think about for the day. phew. :)

2006-01-25T23:29:00.000+08:00

A loss that would have thrown
A hole through anybody's soul
And you were only human after all
So don't hold back the tears my dear
Release them so your eyes can clear
I know that you will rise again
But you gotta let them fall
I wish that I could snap my fingers
Erase the past but no
You cannot rewind reality
Once the tape's unrolled
If your spirit's broken and you can't bear the pain
I will help you put the pieces back
A little more each day
And if your heart is locked and you can't find the key
Lay your head upon my shoulder
I'll set you free
I'll be your security
A moment of despair
That forces you to say that life's unfair
It makes you scared of what tomorrow may bring
But don't go giving into fear
Stop hiding all alone in there
The show keeps going on and on
But you'll miss the whole damn thing
I wish I had a crystal ball to see what the future holds
But we don't know how the story ends till it's all been told
On any clock upon the wall
The time is always now
So baby kiss the past goodbye
Don't let the future blow your mind
Just sit back and chill
Take things as they come
You can't be afraid
To live for today
I will be with you each step of the way

I'll be ur security

Artist-- Joss Stone
Title-- Security

2006-01-22T15:37:00.000+08:00

i had a happy day. (:
i woke up in the morning and surprised to see yati back in the hse. hello! haha, so i knew i could just leave my room without making my bed, yay, she had always been good in tidying the place!

kinda hard core but i went to do homework @ starbucks at 10plus in the morning! haha, believe it man, i woke up early specially for that! ohwell, maybe for something else too. heh. met up at 10 and actually we were quite silly happily waiting for each other at different corners of the starbucks when we reached until he msged me and arhah! den i saw him walking towards me.. sheesh, such coincidence that he saw his CT outside the place.. which reminded me of seeing ahchen with her 2sons at tm the other day and she ordered them to call me AUNTY! harlo! ok, chill. tsktsk, such unproductive homework but ha, usual case eh? i like the rumbafrap there.. love their cookiebits to the bits! :) and there was this jap tutor with her student sitting next to us.. they were talking rather loudly so we were sort of eavesdropping and learning jap at the same time too. hah, was damn hungry lar! lucky there was bear's toby to share. heh, i realised i was always hungry when we went out.. hmpm.
then we went to watch show. den i got this idea to tabao caifun in.. phew, i got pulled away. haha, we smuggled ljs and nachos in tho. entire show lasted for like 21/2hrs.. and i love it :) of course man, i waited for that show since the harry potter time! and it was particular cold in the theatre too, but nice stilll :) after the show, we went to buy prezzie for his friend.. and apparently we couldnt think of any better think so he just got a cake. good choice of cake ok, cox i made the choice, wahaha. and sorry dng, for making you wait for so long outside the toilet.. girls are like that lar. ha, you blur actually got so worried and thought tt sth might had happened to me! oopsies, sorry again, and thanks for cabbing my home after everything, i've enjoyed the day :)
it's still quite a new start of the yr and for everything, really hoped that i can pick up my work fast and continue with my four subs. it's really a hard choice to make to drop any. may god bless the phys tutorials from now!

2006-01-20T13:59:00.000+08:00

Just recollecting how we were like back in TK.
And suddenly feeling so tired of sch life,
I wondered how i made it through my o' levels.
Our surrounding changes from time to time,
and we either suit ourselves to it or die.
If it isn't for those lovely friends i have that constantly make things better for me, going to school has no meanings, and living on seems lifeless.
I miss chua.
We've been through the thickest and thinnest.
Yet now it's so hard to find time anymore.
How i miss those times when we heck care the teachers and tok crap in class,
dragged ourselves to band after sch,
marched on the field,
cursed everything else under the sun as we whine,
went for dinners after band pracs and complained abt our aching limbs,
ponned bands to go all over singapore,
hated band together,
the tears of joy after competitions,
meet ups after sch,
made late night calls and yakked till we sleep,
shoppppings every wkend to do da gurls' things,
climbed over TK gate when it's lock,
went to the pool places and whacked like we are some pro,
roamed arnd PP and revisiting shops,
went to ECP just to feel the breeze,
slacked at her hse and falling aslp on her comfy couch,
coming over to my hse and roll all over my waterbed,
laughed at our very own cold jokes,
smsed even when there's nth impt,
cried over the painful stuffs in life together,
how i.
Those were the days man, now memories they are, reflections of how easily pleased we were by the simple times tt we had spent togetder..
It's pretty surprising that we do live on memories.
Though there are bits and pieces that have once wrecked our lives like anything else, please believe that what does nt kill you makes you stronger.. memories do keep you alive.
And reminiscence feeds our mind with grace and love, from the pple arnd us, those cherubs of our lives.
So feed me more.
:)

2006-01-19T14:49:00.000+08:00

hi! hmmm, today was fun! shu and i sub-ed our way after school.. then roamed arnd TM before trying to start the numerous tut due tmr. weds are meant for fun and joy pls, shoo hmwk, shoo. ha, havent had this slacky sec sch feel for long alrdy.. a minor break off this dreary sch life. yay! i got two capsules. yea, those stupid machines outside the cinema, i put money into them. super laughs can! while anticipating and watching those eggy balls roll out of the machines. whoo, i got my tigger! and an ugly piece of tofu. yay! shall flaunt my tigger tmr! (: nevermind the tofu. k la, in case tofu is sad, i shall hang in on my phone. (: i wanted mickey! and almost threw money in uncontrollably. sheesh, nah shall not be insatiable. mm.
leisure mugging is a lil more relaxing. was just chilling at study macs with shu in the name of doing hmwk.. amt of work done is a misery. ended up with usual blabberings and stuffs.. ha and we came across this topic of what kind of guys are great turn offs. in case u're wondering, the conclusion is, misers and cheapskates rank top the list. pretty agreeable yeah, gurls? and followed by B.O, bad dress sense, childishness.. blah,blah,blah. while i secretly added a few more. ha i personally think tt guys should not pose as faggots man, even if they are just fooling arnd.. major turn off. yes, ah fu, you, stop posing thx. lol. and oh of cox, the most charismatic men are those who are sincere and know when to be serious as immaturity really degrades one terribly. mm, anw, this is plain subjective lah. in a nutshell, we are hard to please, so yea, be not bothered. (:

2006-01-18T22:29:00.000+08:00

grace or spell,
time will tell.

2006-01-17T13:29:00.000+08:00

Relentless calls to the world,
To appease a desire.
Yet strong orb of fire.
Is now cold, hard hunger.
Solemn is peace,
Ignorance is bliss.
Mocking facade,
Blinded by mist.
Thou shalt not see,
The wisdom of love,
Sent from above,
Only for thee.
Karma manoeuvred destiny,
Destiny twisted sanity.
Insanity searches love all over,
When love lies right before me.

each day is filled with more surprises, that i dunno how else to express. holy crap, didnt slp well last night, woke up late yet againn today, 3rd consecutive one.. yucks. econs test, mm, probably got the wrong content for part b, and ms low was particularly angry abt our MCQs.. bad omen. getting sick of tutorials and lectures alrdy, and it's only the 3rd week.. rather yawns, 49 more to go. yay.

2006-01-14T15:59:00.000+08:00

hellohello. im back again, decided to keep my blog alive, (: this whole new yr just invites more and more work for everybody.. less and lesser time to fool around. oh and this is only my ferst proper entry of the yr.. nw seems like i can hardly even keep any of my many new yr resolutions. hmmm, short story abt what had happened in the 12 days before now.. more than half of the 288hrs was spent in school and i'm pretty glad that most of my teachers this yr are nice pple.. at least they didnt bother to make noise about my hair. the trio -- Kai, Mich, Then dropped econs on the 2nd day.. sorta tempted me, Socks, Mu to drop either of our sciences.. ah, dunno lar. shall work for Block Tests first before more serious decisions. lessons haf been rather boring as usual and sch is now more interesting with many new faces.. and some bear out there. i think bear looks cute in the new hair, nice to touch too :] yet, each day is pretty well-spent in school i guess. then we celebrated Kai's bdae at the glasshse Fish and Co.. cool one lar. loadsa fun againn. hahaa. pictures on friendster k, lazy to upload.. and lazy to send too.. so can grab jus grab. ooh, and there's the latest clubbing frenzy in Michelle. hahaa, that girl jus came up to me and, "hey! club with me!".. and there moving to the tune.. "hey ladies drop it down, jus wanna see ya touch that ground..." ha, how random, tt punk rocker. and we just got so indoctrinated by the song there after.. mm.

it's the 13th day of the year, and TGIF. as imagined, this friday meant no good thing for me. a whole bright new day started with a call from Kai at 7am and i instintively screamed, "shit, i'm late again!" into her's ears. poor girl. but i was poorer after cabbing down to sch.. all thx to the heavy traffic jam which jammed another 3-4 bucks away, on top of the usual cab fare to sch. econs sorta gave me a clearer of everything in NIA and chem test today was funny, felt as tho i could do the questions but fail them.. so didnt haf the particular gd or bad feeling after doing it, jus rather thankful that it came and go. the 2 periods of GP drained everybody's energy away.. Hing said that we had all forgotten how to write essays after the holz. shugs, crapped through, as he required. happily, we fun-ned through the phys SPA periods which Teo gave us some digital volt/Ammeter to mess with.. anyhow connected were the wires and gg round tables to copy datas.. Jming was evil.. made the cow call like a crow. ooopx, we shall avenge ah Mu. mmm. usual case, laugh and play. ohyea, Kai looked different with her retainers.. ha and had hard time speaking too. after sch, Fu and Kai went off ferst while me, Socks, Mu rotted at the library.. Kai was gnna meet her very normal friend. and as Fu had saed, this girl was lying through her retainers. haha. yea gotten my gd 4-hrs of nap, the only reason i love fridays for. and went to help mum with some stuffs.. now the night is still young.. cant do what i want to, dont wanna do wad i haf to and dont haf to do what i can do. ha, mind boggling.

2006-01-03T15:25:00.000+08:00

went to study at expo just now. really ok, tho it's just second day of the yr. heh. bear wore sth nice, nono, not a bear suit. haha. but yea, sth new lar! haha. saw charity, weijie, feili they all.. and went over to chat for awhile, sigh, i'm sure gonna miss feili. today was especially unproductive, must be the mahjong session we had ytd.. oh ya to talk about the mahjong, fu mich socks came over to my hse we all played in my room.. i was so new to it lar, but i found some interest in it too. heh, all the way until 5am in the morn when me and socks were totally PAMMED onto my bed after sending mich and fu off. den went breakfast with socks at 9plus in the morning.. haha, totally siaoed but i love the gang! :) i'm someone who needs a lot of slp ok!.. and tt explained the blurness i had today and thus by 8+ i was pooped already. haha! sorry dng, we had to go off earlier becox of me. i enjoyed your company tho! :)
aye, last day of holz already, i cant believe how i'd spent my holz so.. perfectly. haha! may the new year gets even better! *grins

2006-01-02T14:39:00.000+08:00

be surprised, HNY.

back in the world.

PRELIMS PRELIMS.

Artist: Bic RungaSong: Sway

heartfelt. confession.

cNy.

Artist: Bic Runga
Song: Sway